AUDIO FILES   "the Demo´s"- Flathead Six    



I sort of started to believe that I should have a "BIG" ablum by this time. I don´t know why. The time of life or something. It really started to get in the way of my writing.

Then I wrote "When the Band Comes out to Play" and it all started to open up again.

I have never been a story song, writer like other people. I have just loved the feeling of the way word sounds work together to create emotion. But, I notice in this writing the emergence of some charactors. Who knows where they came from???? I wonder what will happen next?



Here are clips in Real Audio format:

The Songs:
Jessie - St James Alley - House Divided - Ramblin´ Ways - For You - Children of Malcontent - Ways of the World - ...and Through the Night - When the Band Comes Out to Play - Harvard Square
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    Jessie

    I met jessie in the country
    on the third day of july
    on a highway out near omaha
    as the sun crept to the sky

    i´d been sleeping ´neath the freeway
    on the road to New Orleans
    i was running on a memory
    heading towards a dream

    just standing on a corner
    no stranger to the road
    too tired to lift or carry
    on more heavy load

    my vision might be blurry
    my mind it might be slow
    but I could see an angel slowing down
    to pick me up from far below

    jessie oh jessie
    quick come over here
    the fields have all been burning
    but there´s some life still left in there
    the fire works are coming
    they´ll write a message in the sky
    jessie oh jessie
    please don't pass me by

    now the way a rambler travels
    a suitcase is his home
    the stranger is his family
    his work it is the road

    there are reasons for deciding lost
    there are fortunes to be told
    this ride is going into town
    but the next one's driving on

    the smoke curls through the sunlight
    from a hand rolled cigarette I found
    half smoked left in my wallet
    by a girl, when I was seattle bound

    i am standing at the entrance
    highway marker 33
    looking out across my kingdom
    waiting for my destiny

    for some reason i saw Jessie
    about a mile up the road
    and long before I'd see her smile
    i´d want her to be my own

    like honey on the lips
    of a starving refugee
    i could not believe this vision slowing down to look at me

    jessie was a soldier
    from the infantry reserve
    headed off to south missouri
    by her sergeant she was lured

    for the rumors of a war like fire
    raced throughout our native land
    she had two days left before she must
    report and take her stand

    her face shone radiant in the morning light
    which cut across the fields
    as they lay parched in record heat and drought
    till they the soul of man revealed

    she said, "i would not be the first one to say I was afraid, but if you are traveling down this road I'm on
    i'll be your soldier maid"


    now the birthing of a nation
    like the birthing of a child
    begins somewhere between the dreams
    and passions running wild
    -
    -oh, i would not cast a doubt
    upon the answers that she gave
    when i asked her which direction
    lead from the cradle to the grave

    times they might be many
    days they might be long
    the lonely miles between us
    have made these memories strong

    from the red clay cliffs of iowa
    to the gulf at new orleans
    there´s a ribbon of highway running out
    and at each stop is the river queen

    there always was a gamble on what ever road we´d run
    the only promise being
    we´ll face the morning sun

    out along the highway running
    i´ve many times this story told
    but I would not trade a minute
    for this tapestry of gold



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    St James Alley

    times right now ain´t nothing like they used to be
    times right now ain´t nothing like they used to be
    i´m telling you all the truth
    won´t you take it from me

    i´ve seen better days but I´m putting up with these
    i´ve seen better days but I´m putting up with these
    i´d have a much better time
    but these women are so hard to please

    i´m born in the country so she thinks I´m easy to rule
    i´m born in the country so she thinks I´m easy to rule
    she tries to hitch me to a wagon
    tries to drive me like a mule

    i buy the groceries and I pay the rent
    i buy the groceries and I pay the rent
    she tries to get me to wash the clothes
    but I got good common sense

    i´ll give you sugar for sugar let you take salt for salt
    i´ll give you sugar for sugar let you take salt for salt
    if you can´t get along with me
    it´s your own damn fault

    she says she loves me but she keeps treating me mean
    she says she loves me but she keeps treating me mean
    she´s my daily though
    she´s my nightly dream

    sometimes I think she is too sweet to die
    sometimes I think she is too sweet to die
    other time I think
    she ought to be buried alive



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    House Divided

    you ask me why i´m calling
    so late, when all the leaves have fallen down
    and the story´s in the paper
    that´s been blown all over town

    you ask me how I´m doing
    with the new old fashioned picture
    of my heart up on a shelf
    is there anybody left to blame except myself


    i say I´m going home
    but I´m really on my own
    cause with the love I´ve known
    I´m undecided

    cause if a one night stand
    is the measure of a man
    no wonder my promised land
    is a house divided


    standing still to keep from falling
    the distance that you´ve traveled
    since your feet once touched the ground
    looking forward in the mirror
    moving backwards towards the sound

    and you know the voice keeps calling
    through wind and rain and nights as still
    as pictures you once scattered on your floor
    in beggars sleeves are rolled the answers
    with the key to every door

    chr.

    so, take me to a huddled home
    lay me on the ground
    cover me with golden leaves
    while gypsies gather round

    and if I wake tomorrow
    to the bright light of the day
    resurrect me from my sorrow
    and send me on my way

    chr



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    Ramblin´ Ways

    my gramma sits and spins her memories away
    forgotten reams of daydreams up upon the shelf will stay
    she fell for a sailor from the merchant marines
    who played banjo for his captain out on the mediterranean sea
    she was just sixteen when her mama went away
    she stayed home cooking for five brothers ´till my grampa
    quit his ramblin´ ways

    ramblin´ ways, rambin´ ways,
    where did you learn those rambin´ ways
    ramblin´ ways, rambin´ ways,
    why can´t you quit those rambin´ ways

    1932 the country´d gone astray
    no work in the factories no work in making hay
    my grampa hit the road to sell anything he could
    my grandma stayed home knitting mountains
    of all the dreams she hoped they would
    one stitch could bring him nearer one row to pass the day
    her dreams of life together brought him back
    from his ramblin´ ways

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    down at the local tavern the east side of old st. paul
    there might be trouble waiting as in any port of call
    sometimes my grampa stumbled on occasion he would fall
    but always in my grandma's eyes was that sailor brave and tall
    my gramma passed before him by just one week and a few days
    the he followed her to heaven where he finally
    quit his ramblin´ ways

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    i learned to play guitar right upon my grampa´s knee
    he would sing a sailors' story and shoot to kill the breeze
    but it always was my gramma who knit the heart of every rhyme
    for the love of one true woman will say the poor man every time
    and so i stand before you on the road until this day
    and I pray there's someone somewhere who´ll help me
    quit these ramblin´ ways

    where did i learn ? É why can´t i quit ? É where do we learn ?



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    For You

    well i´ve been thinking about my life
    and i can walk away no more
    Iiwas walking and i saw the light
    leading to your door
    the handle on the doorway turned
    flames leapt to my heart for you they burn

    i will not lose another time
    i shall be forgiven
    for crimes which i have known not why
    decisions made in heaven
    the rain did last for forty years
    but now the sun will dry for you the tears

    i was thinking about the signs
    which are revealed to me
    i´ve see forgiveness come on angels wings
    when you show yourself to me
    mirages on the desert form
    but the well has sprung leads through
    for you the storm

    if you should find a man like me
    won´t you say this much to him
    buddy you know that time ain´t free
    there´s only so much that´s given

    moments wrapped in lessons learned
    a thousand ships were launched for you´re return

    on the coast line of the other shore
    there could surely be a fee
    in payment for my finest hour
    when you are next to me
    the answer that i saw before
    pales within the light for you are more



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    Children of Malcontent

    i´ve got a penny in my pocket a gun in my hand
    you´ve got a ring on your finger i´ll get it if i can
    i´ll sell it for a dollar, sell it for a dime
    i´m never gonna worry cause i´ll never do the time
    i´m bigger than jessie james or al capone
    get out of my face leave me alone

    me an my brother walked into the store
    we took all of the money then we walked right out the door
    i was screaming at those bastards made ´em squirm just right
    i got so excited shooting everything i shot my brother´s head that night
    i never talk about it i only run from the law
    i know i got it coming how could i tell my ma

    what i´ll do tomorrow what i did today what i did before this
    i really cannot say
    i´m gonna live forever every bodies gonna pay
    things are gonna change soon they say the sun will shine someday
    but i´ve got my music and my best friend just tucked inside my belt
    when he hit the floor and looked at me i wonder how he felt



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    Ways of the World

    i´ll walk in the ways of the world
    living my life as a pearl
    a small grain of sand
    in this ocean of man
    at rest in continual swirl

    i´ll wrap each day in my mind
    lost in a river of time
    there´s a smile for a friend
    a needle to mend
    please forgive my blindness
    for love is the crime

    for i´ve sold all the clothes of winter
    spent the fortunes that memories can bring
    and each jewel in this sea of wisdom
    knows each heart is so pure it can sing

    i´ll not bury my face in a frown
    or wear the shells of these ghosts as a crown
    there is a place here to stand
    and I will take my own hand
    for to the generations of dreams i am bound
    to the generations of dreams i am bound

    i´d almost forgotten my name
    while side stepping the causes of blame
    but now i lift up my head
    i will lead not be lead
    for i´m proud now
    i will not be ashamed

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    And Through the Night

    ...and through the night
    what seas uphold to twilight´s grace
    alas sad hour when joy entwined
    the moments called ´till seas unwind
    and the breath of man
    spilled cross the ´scape
    in younger days I´d speak my mind

    the words spin forth
    leapt through the void held taught through time
    exposed in sunken miracles of rhyme
    lifted searching upward grasped breath to find
    the bellies of once where men of sage crept through
    a new depth to rise
    relearned through humankind

    i watch the candle
    silent and unlit
    the empty holders of what potential and tarnished use sees fit
    held thoughts through generations of moments bind
    myself to hopes and dreams of dignity i´ll find
    spin forth your fleece of glowing atoms strike
    core of image
    blurred memory´s mind

    wake up and hold
    the breeze is whispered coverlet
    often thoughts will wash these dunes
    continents themselves dissolve to ruin
    and in each wrinkle and for each mind
    and through the night
    each sail fill soon



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    When the Band Comes Out to Play

    i always the different kid
    never fit into the norm
    when the grade school boys they had a band
    they never asked me to perform

    as a kid i was a dreamer
    to be liked i played the fool
    and I´ve spent a lifetime living down
    all the things i never did in school

    riding on a bicycle
    through the streets at three a.m.
    another fourteen year old fugitive
    finding shelter in the wind

    cause the night swirls like some meaning
    could be born at every bend
    it holds you like a mother
    then it treats you like a friend

    i don´t have to be the leader
    but i don´t want to fade away
    i just want to be included
    when the band comes out to play

    nineteen years of questions
    twenty years of pride
    a lifetime of reflection
    will eat you up inside

    i never though i was good looking
    could not make the grade
    but bottled up inside of me
    was the new years day parade

    when some nights I play I´m dreaming
    of lights and of the roar
    and i feel like when I´m pushing
    i could break down any door

    but I´m down here on the corner
    banging out a tune
    calling up to heaven
    howling at the moon



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    Harvard Square

    st. anne sends her regards to me
    wrapped in an image of love
    i wish i could answer but i´m lost over eden
    dropped as a twig by the dove

    it´s a long way back to shelter
    i´m sorry but I can´t take you there
    but last night at a quarter till daybreak
    i was resurrected down in harvard square

    the stones at our feet have been listening
    to the dreams spilling out of our minds
    and cradled each hope and ambition
    and fed the sparks with the droplets of time

    and the sacred becomes an illusion
    ground into the dirt on your clothes
    but the fabric of life is unending
    reborn each minute in front of our nose

    chorus

    the heavens are weaving a question
    from each prayer forgotten in rhyme
    taken each moment uncertain
    to leave a clue at the scene of the crime

    and the headlights and the cobblestone crossings
    composing this orchestral world
    but the music is not what we´re make
    but has been making not but a musical world

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    when we see the hopeless unfortunate beggar
    addicted and bent to his knees
    pass as a phantom before us
    reflecting our souls as the holes in his selves

    that´s when the dust from the cracks in the pavement
    will rise up with the dreams of mankind
    to fulfill at last our lost obligation
    to weld the depths of out hearts to our minds


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